My Ramblings.

2006-03-24T14:20:00.000-08:00

Salam

Someday I will find a love
That flows through me like this

Addiction needs a pacifier

2006-01-31T18:28:00.000-08:00

Why don't you let me be
Leave me alone
You start a fire inside that I could never control
You wanna see a reaction

Come on and cut me down
You've gone as far as I'll go
Now you're crossing the line
And I am letting you know
Well here's your reaction

Stand upI have had enough
Walk away before I finish what you started
Face to face I will put you in your place
End this game before I finish what you started
Face to face everything will change

You planted the seed
How my anger has grown
Got an feeling inside that I can't seem to control
You wanna see a reaction

~Stand up - Trapt~

2006-01-22T17:33:00.000-08:00

nothing much to write about, except that i wish i would have just kept the punching bag instead of returning it =/

2005-12-14T19:00:00.000-08:00

Can you save me?
From myself
From these memories
Can you save me?
- Forget to remember / mudvayne

2005-12-04T16:55:00.000-08:00

cousin: " she never use to be this bashful she use to be my little side kick"
me: " haha your mini me " *she use to call me her mini me*

..

2005-11-25T20:42:00.000-08:00

Salam

you know.. i think i have a sign posted on my back and forehead that says pick on me ... im getting tired of it too ...

2005-10-22T18:00:00.000-07:00

Salam,

how quickly i forget this is meaningless.

why

2005-10-08T17:33:00.000-07:00

salam ,

whats with all the stares ive been getting lately? :monkey: i dont get it....

Ramadan

2005-10-04T16:51:00.000-07:00

Salam ,
Ramadan Mubarak :shy:
i never realized how much i missed ramadan :o
so i fasted ( Alhamdulillah ) and halfway through... i went out to do laundry ( i had been in my room for a while reading the Qur'an and someone said " can you watch my food?" ( i wont say who. cause our cats Will jump up and eat it.. ) so i said sure just to be nice... its like they were teasing me... :(
and my sister thought it started tomorrow so she was yelling at me for fasting today and i was gunna eat something but stopped and checked and i was right ... i tell you... my sister is gunna kill me one day... keeps yelling at me for one thing then i found out i was doing it right.. *sigh*
been in a good mood today Alhamdulillah i even had my curtains open.. you should have seen my mom when she saw it :P
i keep getting these things inviting me to a ton of different countries it says " Paige is invited to tracel and study in France, Italy, and Greece in 2006 joint other outstanding ( :what: ) high school students from the _______ area" " paige has been recommended for the honor by a teacher"
i cant remember how many ive gotten so far..
gtg

music

2005-09-29T06:25:00.000-07:00

salam

am listening to some nasheeds and they are bringing up all the memories of being in egypt :faint: .. whats funny is i could do that with egypt.. almost with anysong i could imagine being there again at the time im hearing it.. but not with america no songs go with memories here really maybe 1 or 2
yea im saving my money to buy a digital camera but i still have a longgggggg way to go only got maybe $27 :P but once i get all the money back from the people who owe me ill have maybe around $200 so yea i want to give more money to the red cross though too so yea In shaa ALLAH i want to sell some of my stuff too my room is to cluttered and i dont need all the stuff alot of the books can go.. some stuffed animals i need to get rid of one ofmy radios i dont need more than one.. yea ill shut up now

quiz

2005-09-23T21:21:00.000-07:00

Salam,

i took a global personality test thingy ( found it on brotherhoods blog.. :P )
my results

Stability results were moderately low ( 40% ) which suggests you are worrying, insecure, emotional, and anxious.
Orderliness results were low ( 26% ) which suggests you are overly flexible, improvised, and fun seeking at the expense too often of reliability, work ethic, and long term accomplishment.
Extraversion results were very low ( 13% ) which suggests you are extremely reclusive, quiet, unassertive, and secretive.

trait snapshot:
messy, depressed, introverted, feels invisible, does not make friends easily, nihilistic, reveals little about self, fragile, dark, bizarre, feels undesirable, dislikes leadership, reclusive, weird, irritable, frequently second guesses self, unassertive, unsympathetic, low self control, observer, worrying, phobic, suspicious, unproductive, avoidant, negative, bad at saving money, emotionally sensitive, does not like to stand out, dislikes large parties, submissive, daydreamer

haha pretty true i think. except i think im sympathetic.. :( that makes me sound so... mean
i need to go to the doctors to get something for my headaches... cause getting them every single day is getting to be to much for me to handle.. i mean everyonce and a while i can take itbut not everyday esp when half the time they turn into migraines. =/
lol gtg

hmmm

2005-09-08T21:39:00.000-07:00

salam

hmmm nothing much has happened lately... i started liking math for a couple days... now im back to hating it. :lol:
.... my memory is like running away from me... i tell you one second i remember i need to do something then the next i cant :fasttalk: it scares me to think about what ill be like when i get older... :nervous: haha
im going to spend the night at my great aunts tommarow :) ive been wanting to lately for some reason... :monkey:
and the kittens are gunna tear me to pieces one of these days... ive been playing with them alot lately and my arms are covered in scratchs since we cant get their claws removed yet. haha
Nours getting big... too big she is almost 2 feet already and her 4 month ( i think its 5 now ) cousin is like only 2 feet and 3 inches... and he is 2 or 3 months older than her :o and my sister thinks shes starting to get some teeth early :P haha actually alot of people keep saying that.
haha i gtg

school

2005-08-22T16:57:00.000-07:00

salam,

ive decided to try and bring my math scores.... they were way low on my test i took a couple months ago... =/
my scores:
letter - word identification - 102 ( average )
calculation - 92 =/ ( average )
passage comprehension - 103 ( average )
applied problems - 98 (average )
writing samples - 109 ( also average )

i use to be above average so i went down :( .. why does the one subject im horrible at have to be used so much in real life haha

people

2005-08-20T22:03:00.000-07:00

Salam,

dont you just hate it when you want to be mad at someone but they make it impossible? lol for example.. my sister i just looked at her one day and she started fighting with me.. it ended with a screw you paige ... haha thats when i stormed off to my room and thought that i wasnt going to forgive her untill she says sorry (yea right :P ) well an 3 hours later i came out and my sister was acting all nice like nothing happened and i forgave her... :S
today was quite horrible... everyone... and i mean everyone was making me mad... hah even people i didnt know... my mom keep giving me 4 things to do at once my brother called and sat there and said " can i talk to my dad" i mean come on he is my dad too he isnt only his >:( he is luck im not a screamer ... anymore. lol
my sister was sitting there nagging me... " why dont you do this"
... the list goes on and on...
ok so on a better note... i saw fluffy ( baja and jamillah's sister) she soo cute and big now :o
still cant figure out who's cat baja is... first i thought he was my moms then my dads then mine then my moms then today my mom said i could have him so i think he is mine now... but my mom still talks like he is hers so i dunno... lol
i gtg take care

a quiz result.

2005-08-08T21:57:00.000-07:00

Salam,
hah ok so ive been taking quizzes and here is a result i got on one "goth..ewww...sry but your goths....u love black and are alone"
.... lol whats so ewww about goths? haha